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     Today was not a good day. I found out this morning that i have a stalker. First this guy added me on Facebook and i didn't mind because i'm not on it much so what can they do? well then i got a friend request from him on meetme and i was like okay now it's a little weird because early last week he said Facebook recommended us as friends. Which didn't make sense because we live in two different places, have no information in common, and have no friends in common. 
     Well, this morning I texted my friend Daniel and he texted back and we were talking then he said that he was Steve.... at first i though oh that's great i have been lied to this whole time. Then i was like how old are you really? Daniel said he was 24 and i was okay with that. However, Steve said he was 32. Which at first i didn't think about it as anything until i really thought about it. The guy who added me on Facebook was 32. His name was in fact Steve. Not only that but when he described how he looked, it fit the guy who added me to a T. 
     Now i realize i have a stalker. Not just any stalker though. One who really enjoyed to creep on me. This isn't the worst part though. I went onto Facebook and had a message from Daniel and i replied back an angry face and told him not to talk about me. He had no idea why. I figured i had been catfished and that Daniel was really Steve. Of course i didn't want to talk to my stalker. Then i had to tell Daniel that Steve was a liar and he went on telling me that he just read the messages and all that stupid shit. I was going to believe him until i thought about something. His Facebook.
     I decided to take his profile picture and put it into google image search and searched it to see if any other pictures of him would pop up. And they did. Not only did more pictures pop up but someone with the same name as Daniel with the same pictures but with over 400 friends on his Facebook. I went back to the original Daniel i had talked to and looked at his friends. Only 3 and his Facebook had been created in 2010. Something was not right there and i knew it. I just have no idea what i'm going to do. Because i now know that he is not who he says he is and i'm pretty sure that the Daniel i'm talking to is really my new stalker Steve but i have no idea how to catch him in the lie. If anyone has been catfished before, how did you handle it?



Halcyon ~ Cherish ~ Beatitude
Skyla Annabelle Cormier





 
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    Today was odd. Though I spent most of the day at school my ex had texted me, one of the guys I liked Sat there and bragged about his dream girl that he got to cuddle with and spend time with and the guy I love has barely talked to me today. I understand that he's at work and he has to work in order to get the house he wants so we can move in together, but it's hard sometimes. 
    Anywho, enough about that. Sometimes life seems like a terrible sitcom that never ends. it's a terrible thing to say but it's the truth. It's gotten better this year though after about January it got better. Actually since I turned eighteen it's gotten better. I'm not depressed anymore and I've been six months clean from cutting myself. It makes me smile to myself knowing I was strong enough to take that stand. I haven't even had the urge to do it. These days people are like I'm depressed I need med's to help me through it but I'm walking proof that time and patience is enough help. I had suffered with depression for four years and I'm proud to say I got passed it. I am now who I am supposed to be. Strong and hopeful plus I'm intelligent and funny. Wow. Could I sound more egotistical? Well, I could but I won't go there. Kind of ironic because I wouldn't consider myself egotistical but yet I'm sitting here typing about myself. But when no one listens there really is no other choice. 



Halcyon ~ Cherish ~ Beatitude
Skyla Annabelle Cormier


 
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     June 2013. Graduation from high school and it has yet to hit me. While my friends shiver in fear from the thought I sit lazily on my bed because my mind isn't ready to accept it yet. I don't know if it will ever hit me. 
     I do know that I have family and friends from all around the states coming to town to see me graduate and to enjoy my graduation party. While most people would be used to seeing their family, I on the other hand am one to just do things on my own. But it's family, and I can't tell them no like I want to. 
     I have yet to understand the significance behind the graduation and the party. I mean, i get that fact that it's a celebration and a "moving up", but i personally believe if you have your diploma move on. Good job, you did it. Now go on with your life, see you in another ten years. That is, unless of course, you're like my oldest brother, who is 32, never went to his ten year reunion for god know's what reason. 
     For now i just watch movies and TV, awaiting the arrival of family and graduation. Wish me luck. If i don't write a second entry, I possibly committed suicide. The money is in the.....


Halcyon ~ Cherish ~ Beatitude
Skyla Annabelle Cormier